Mornings

What is about mornings that make me feel so refreshed, and alive??? I wouldn’t say I’m a morning person… I’m a huge grump in the morning! But once I’m up, and I’m awake, I love the morning! In the winter, and early spring, I love to look outside, and see the cold air mingling about. In the spring, I love to open my window to find a bright blue sky, and birds chirping to each other. In the summer, the mornings are always nice and cool and fresh. It feels so good to open all the windows in the house and let the fresh air in. Mornings give me hope. A fresh start to a new day always has the promise of hope!

This morning, was a wonderfully gloomy morning. Just the kind of morning I love actually. Everything is quiet and peaceful. It’s the kind of morning that you can really open up your eyes wide, and not be blinded by the sun shining in your car window. It’s the kind of morning that makes you think about life, and living, because you sure aren’t thinking about heading to the beach. I love wonderfully gloomy mornings.

Facebook

So, I've deleted my Facebook account. I used to have an obsession with FB, I had the app on my phone, and I would check all my friends status' every chance I got. I would all day be thinking of something clever, or dramatic to say to my FB community. And then, I felt as if my little world was being encroached upon. Someone who could of cared less all of a sudden cared a little too much. Everything I said or did was being watched. And I hated that feeling.



SO, I decided to DELETE my account. at first it was hard. I would reach for my phone every few minuets to check status updates. I'd be thinking about how I wanted to tell the world I was in line at Starbucks again, even though I swore I was quitting. But after a few days, it got easier (its only been 4 days as of this post). Its kinda nice to not be a slave to it. I have so much more time to ponder the real things in life. I have more time to spend with the ones I care about. I'm not always worried about checking to see if someone commented on something funny I said. Or if everyone loved the pictures I posted of the cutest 2 year old to ever walk the earth!



It just doesn't matter anymore. There is something sort of freeing in that. After I deleted my Facebook, I decided to delete my Blackberry Messenger Account as well. I kinda like being "out of reach" "disconnected" I almost feel like getting a basic phone that can only be used for calls and text messaging! and simplifying my life even further... but, lets not go too far so fast... baby steps! its all about baby steps!

The New

I have been trying to blog for weeks now! I have been so UN-inspired, and going through Major life changes.... Which I would love to blog about... But its not the right time!

But there is something that I can share. I start a new job Monday!!! That's right, I got a little promotion!! Ur looking at the newest ISS Rep! Fancy right? I'm going to be the new Inside Sales Support Person (so politically correct). Which means I get to call all the accounts that are too small to visit, and charm them with my wit and charisma, since I can't charm them with my good looks, since I'm INSIDE sales! I guess its a good thing that I don't have to go and meet with customers. This way I can keep my dress code on the COMFY side! Like today for instance... Leggings and a T-shirt dress... I might as well be wearing sweats and slippers! and I AM NOT COMPLAINING! trust me! I love love love the low key dress code I have! Sooo, I'm gonna do EVERYTHING I can to keep it!

The job sounds like its going to be fun! Hopefully I'll be good at it! Hopefully I'll be so good that they will give me a huge fat raise and lots of commission checks! That would be nice! but... probably a dream that isn't gonna come true!

I'M GONNA TRY TO BE BETTER AT BLOGGING MORE OFTEN! I JUST GET SO BUSY, AND I FORGET!!! I'M GONNA BE BETTER!